Ok girls, listen up, because I have questions that need to be answered. Am I ever going to be picked up by a knight on a horse, or is a vampire going to fall in love with me and turn me so we live together forever, or can I be Violet to Xaden? I read and definitely watch wayyy too many shows and read too many books that have given me this whole fantasy of love.

Meanwhile, the only love I've been given is can you drive to me, I don't want to pick you up today, or can we split the bill, or what can I get you for your birthday (seriously this might sound crazy but I do like surprises and expect that if we are dating you should have some clue of what to get me, not to be super dramatic), or, sorry I haven't texted you in a day, I've been busy. What is this, seriously? I think I'm in the middle of seeking wayyy too much and getting bare minimum. I swear I like to think my standards are high, but then I get treated this way after a bit. Now listen, this is probably a me problem too, like I'm definitely not perfect.

What I more so want to talk about is, do you guys completely relate to these movies and shows and utterly fixate and dream of this? And yes, now I get why they call these fantasies, but someone snap their fingers and make it true. Now I think I understand why my expectations can run high, like can someone please take these movies and books away from me, but also make 12 copies and hide them in my apartment so that I can find them.

So let's just all get on the same boat here, these movies and books need to stop giving my head fake ideas of what love looks like, unless this is true, unless this is what's coming. Hey, anyone know a hot vampire?